Adoniram
Judson, the renowned missionary to India, Burma, etc., has an interesting
story.
At the age of sixteen he formed an intimacy with a young man, E—,
a free-thinker, engaged in amusements of a questionable kind; and before
deciding on his future course in life, left home with the intention of
making a tour through some of the northern states of his native land [United
States]. Before setting out he had told his father of his infidel sentiments,
and had been severely condemned by him.
His father's arguments he could repel, but his mother's tears
and warnings, appealing to a nature, though proud, still tender and susceptible,
made an impression which it was impossible to shake off.
"I am in no danger," he thought to himself. "I am only seeing
the world — the dark side of it, as well as the bright; and I have
too much self-respect to do anything mean or vicious."
Happily for Judson, at this critical period he stopped at a country inn.
The landlord mentioned, as he lighted him to his room, that he had been
obliged to place him next door to a young man who was exceedingly ill,
probably in a dying state, but he hoped that it would occasion him no uneasiness.
Judson assured him that, beyond pity for the poor sick man, he should have
no feeling whatever, and that now, having heard of the circumstance, his
pity would not, of course, be increased by the nearness of the object.
But it was, nevertheless, a very restless night. Sounds came from the sick
chamber — sometimes the movements of the watchers, sometimes the
groans of the sufferer; but it was not these which disturbed him. He thought
of what the landlord had said — the stranger was probably in a dying
state; and was he prepared? Alone, and in the dead of night, he
felt a blush of shame steal over him at the question, for it proved the
shallowness of his philosophy. What would the clear minded intellectual,
witty E— (the talented, but deistical young man alluded to before)
say to such weakness? But still his thoughts would revert to the
sick man. Was he a Christian, calm and strong in the hope of a glorious
immortality, or was he shuddering upon the brink of a dark, unknown future?
"Perhaps he was a 'free-thinker,' educated by Christian parents and
prayed over by a Christian mother. The landlord had described him as a
young man; and in imagination he was forced to place himself upon the dying
bed, though he strove with all his might against it. As soon as he had
risen he went in search of the landlord, and inquired for his fellow-lodger.
'He is dead,' was the reply. 'Dead!' 'Yes, he is gone, poor fellow!'
'Do you know who he was?' 'Oh, yes; it was a young man from Providence
College — a very fine fellow, his name was E—.'"
Judson was completely stunned — it was his atheistic friend! After
hours had passed, he knew not how, he attempted to pursue his journey.
But one single thought occupied his mind; and the words, "Dead!" "Lost!" "Lost!" were
continually ringing in his ears. He knew the religion of the Bible to be
true; he felt its truth, and he was in despair. In this state of mind he
resolved to abandon his scheme of traveling, and at once turned his horse's
head towards Plymouth.
From that hour his life, outwardly and inwardly, became changed. All his
plans for the future were reversed. The dreams of literary distinction
were renounced, and the one great question which he put to himself now
was, "How shall I so order my future being as best to please God?"
The tale of his hardships, shipwrecks, imprisonments, and persecutions
would make angels weep. Yet he murmured not. He translated the whole Bible
into Burmese. He was buried at sea in 1850.
Copied by Stephen Ross for WholesomeWords.org from Twice-Born Men: True Conversion Records
of 100 Well-Known Men in All Ranks of Life
compiled by Hy. Pickering. London: Pickering & Inglis, [193-?]
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