The story of Frances Ridley Havergal's life is the history of the growth
of love to Christ in her own soul. In the simple records of herself
and her nearest relatives this growth has been so clearly placed before
us that we are able to trace it from its first stirrings in her childish
heart right up to the moment when, her dying face lighted with heavenly
radiance, her earthly voice failed for ever as she saw her King in His
beauty in the land
"Where all His singers meet."
To Frances Ridley Havergal was given not only to feel in a most wonderful
degree that ecstatic love to Christ and entire consecration to Him,
which are such marked and blessed characteristics of much of the Christian
life of the present day, but an almost unique power of so expressing
that love that wherever an English book can be read, there hearts have
felt the glow of her devotion. In her case the love came slowly, and
so did the power of pouring it out. Her alabaster box of precious ointment
was long in filling; but when it was filled, with what rapture did she
break it at the blessed feet of her King!
Frances Ridley Havergal was born at the end of the year 1836. She
was the sixth and youngest child of the Rev. Henry Havergal and of Jane
his wife. Her father was at that time Rector of Astley, Worcestershire.
He and his wife were both very earnest, spiritually-minded, evangelical
Christians; and their home was rich in all holy influences, in much
beauty, and in a delightful musicalness. Mr. Havergal was, indeed, "
a living song," filling the house with holy melodies, and his wife
a most lovely woman. The last baby, Frances, shared the happy fate of
most last babies; she was the special pet of the family, and seems to
have been designed by nature for that position. At two years old she
was a very fairy-like creature, with light curling hair, bright expression,
and a most fair complexion. A prettier child, writes her elder sister,
Miriam, was seldom seen. Much of this sunny fairness and brightness
she kept throughout her life.
At two years of age she could speak with perfect distinctness. This
easy command of language grew with her growth, and is very noticeable
in her books. Like all other young children, she liked to have stories
told her, and was very fond of animals, especially of a certain Flora
or Flo, a beautiful white-and-tan spaniel, who was her great friend
and companion. This love of animals never left her. Many years afterwards
she wrote: "Guess my birthday treat? To the Zoological Gardens.
I don't know anything I would rather see in London."
At a very early age Frances picked up a good bit of knowledge without
much trouble to herself. At morning prayers she always sat on her father's
knee whilst he read the Scriptures, and from him she learned to sing
hymns very sweetly. When she was three she could read easy books, and
was often found, hidden under a table with some engrossing story.
On her third birthday she was crowned with a wreath of pink China
roses, which Miriam made for her, and on her fourth birthday she was
brought down to dessert garlanded with bay leaves; and a most lovely
little picture she made, with her exquisite fairness, and her bright
sparkling eyes full of merriment. At four Frances could read the Bible,
but great care was always taken not to tire her, or to, excite the precocity
of her mind.
The little maiden was, however, so fond of learning that she could
not be kept from it. For instance, while the others were having their
German lesson, she would take care to be in the room, and without any
one's knowing that she was listening, picked up so much that the master
begged to be allowed to teach her.
Rhymes came naturally to her. Her father was a great composer of hymn
tunes and sacred poetry and music filled the atmosphere in which she
lived.
At that early age she had a little book in which she did a great deal
of scribbling, mostly in rhyme. Her sister Miriam married, and when
Frances was promoted to the dignity of aunt she wrote a copy-book full
of simple tales for her little niece.
From nine years old she wrote long and amusing letters to her brother
Frank and her young friends. In fact, it seems she took to her pen quite
naturally and writing, in those early days, does not seem to have been
any trouble to her. Indeed, to those who saw only her outward life,
Frances, in her early childhood, was a very merry little girl, much
given to sitting up in trees and climbing walls; though the poor child
had one very great trouble in her heart, which she carefully hid away
even from the most loving eyes.
Perhaps we should have known nothing about this trouble, which was
very heavy and very great, if she had not left us an account of it.
When she was twenty-two years of age she wrote a little autobiography
of her own inner life, which you will see was far from being as bright
as her outer one. How many a girl, or woman, when she reads, as hundreds
of thousands have done, that simple but deeply thoughtful unveiling
of a girl's inner life, must have exclaimed with wonder: "Ah! that
is just what I am, feeling!" or, "So I felt when I was young!"
The great trouble and sorrow of her young life were that she felt
she ought to love God, but that she did not. "Up to the time I
was six years old," she writes, "I have no remembrance of
any religious ideas whatever; I do not think I could ever have said
any of those 'pretty things' that little children often do, though there
were sweet and beloved and holy ones round me who I must have often
tried to put good thoughts into my little mind. But from six to eight
I recall a different state of things. The beginning of it was a sermon
at Hallow. Of this I even now retain a distinct impression. It was to
me a very terrible one, dwelling much on hell and judgment, and what
a fearful thing it is to fall into the hands of the living God. This
sermon haunted me. I began to pray a good deal, though only night and
morning, with a sort of fidget and impatience, almost angry at feeling
so unhappy, and wanting and expecting a new heart, and to have everything
put straight and be made happy all at once.
"This sort of thing went on at intervals, for often a month or
two would pass without a serious thought or a true prayer. At such times
I utterly abominated being 'talked to,' and would do anything on earth
to get away. Any cut or bruise (and such were more the rule than exception
in those wild days of tree-climbing, wall-scaling, etc.) was a reason
why I could not possibly kneel down when dear M---- offered prayer for
me. Then after a time of this sort, some mere trifle, a calm, beautiful
evening, or a 'Sunday book' would rouse me up to uncomfortableness again.
One sort of habit I got into in a steady way; every Sunday afternoon
I went alone into a little front room over the hall and read a chapter
in the Testament, and then knelt down and prayed for a few minutes,
after which I usually felt soothed and less naughty. Once when Marian
P---- was my only little visitor, I did not like any omissions, and
so took her with me, saying a few words of prayer 'out of my head' without
any embarrassment at her presence.
"I had a far more vivid sense of the beauty of Nature as a little
child than I have even now. I have hardly felt anything so intensely
since, in the way of a sort of unbearable enjoyment. The golden quiet
of a bright summer's day used to enter into me and do me good. What
only some great and rare musical enjoyment is to me now, the shade of
a tree under a clear blue sky, with a sunbeam glancing through the boughs,
was to me then. But I did not feel happy in my very enjoyment; I wanted
more. I do not think I was eight when I hit upon Cowper's lines,
ending:
'My Father made them all!'
That was what I wanted to be able to say; and, after once seeing the
words, I never saw a lovely scene again without being teased
by them.
"One spring (I think 1845) I kept thinking of them, and a dozen
times a day said to myself, 'Oh, if God would but make me a Christian
before the summer comes,' because I longed so to enjoy His works as
I felt they could be enjoyed.
"All this while I don't think any one could have given the remotest
guess of what was passing in my mind. I knew I was a 'naughty
child'; in fact, I almost enjoyed my naughtiness in a savage, desperate
kind of way, despairing of getting better, except by being made a Christian."
In her latest little book, "Kept for the Master's Use,"
published after her death, she tells us how, at this time, she longed
for some one (who did not belong to her own family to whom she would
not listen, good and holy though she knew them to be) to tell her about
Christ. She says good men used to come and preach beautiful sermons
in her father's church, but when they went home with them they talked
of all sorts of other things, "and I did so wish they would talk
about the Saviour whom I wanted, but had not found. It would have been
so much more interesting to me, and oh! why didn't they ever talk to
me about Him, instead of about my lessons or their little girls at home?
They did not know how a hungry little soul went empty away."
When she was about nine, Frances left the large Henwick garden, where
she had played with her dear dog Flora, for the town rectory of St.
Nicholas. Her father called her in those days "a caged lark."
"There," she writes, "I had a tiny room of my own; its
little window was my 'country,' and soon the sky and the clouds were
the same sort of relations to my spirit that trees and flowers had been.
"Soon a sermon by the curate, on 'Fear not, little flock,' struck
me very much. I did so want to be happy and a 'Christian.' I had never
yet spoken to any mortal about religion; but now I was so uneasy, that
after nearly a fortnight's hesitation, being alone with the curate one
evening, when almost dark, I told him my trouble, saying I thought I
was getting worse. He said moving, and coming to new scenes was the
cause, most likely, of my feeling worse, and that it would soon go off;
I was to try to be a good child and pray, etc., etc. So after that my
lips were utterly sealed to all but God for five years."
When Frances was eleven the most terrible sorrow a child can know
fell upon her.
After long suffering her mother died.
The poor child's grief was intense, for she had clung wildly to hope
until the very last, and even after her mother had passed away she had
still tried to believe that she was but in a trance. "And so,"
she tells us herself, "when no one was near she had gone again
and again into that room and drawn the curtain aside, half expecting
to see the dear eyes unclose, and to feel the cold check warm again
to her kiss."
She has left a touching word-picture of herself, standing by the window
in a front room looking through a little space between the window and
blind. All the shops were shut up, though it was not Sunday. She knew
it would be dreadful to look out of that window, and yet she felt she
must look. She did not cry, she only stood and shivered in the
warm air. Very slowly and quietly a funeral passed out of the rectory
gate, and in another minute was out of sight turning into the church.
Then she stood no longer, but rushed away to her own little room, and
flung herself on her little bed, and cried: "Oh, mamma! mamma!
mamma!" It seemed as if there were nothing else in her little heart
but that one word. All the strange hope of the past week was gone; she
knew that she was motherless.
But though her grief was very deep, she ever tried to conceal it;
nor, indeed, was it always heavy upon her, for she had the happy faculty,
common to most children (or, poor wee things, how could they live at
all through a great sorrow!) of forgetting everything else for the moment
when some new interest occupied her attention. "Thus," she
writes, "a merry laugh or a sudden light-heeled scamper led others
to think I had not many sad thoughts, whereas not a minute before my
little heart was heavy and sad."
After her mother's death she was often a good deal with her eldest
sister, Miriam, at Oakhampton, where she is remembered as a clever,
amusing child, sometimes a little wilful and troublesome from mere excess
of animal spirits, but always affectionate and grateful for any little
treat; much given to reading poetry, and not so tidy as she afterwards
became, for she used to leave books about in the hay-loft, manger, and
all sorts of garden nooks.
But all this while the little girl still carried about with her, wherever
she went, that burden of hidden trouble she had borne so long. "I
know," the autobiography goes on, "I did not love God; the
very thought of Him frightened me." She would try to force herself
to think about God, hard as it was to do so. Going to bed, she would
begin "How good it was of God to send Jesus to die," while
she by no means felt or believed that wonderful goodness. No one had
written "Little Pillows" in those days, nor had rung for children
"Morning Bells."
"Between thirteen and fourteen," Frances writes, "a
soberising thoughtful time seemed to fall on me like a mantle, and my
strivings were no longer the passionate spasmodic meteor flashes they
had been, but something deeper, more settled, more sorrowful. All this
was secret, and only within my own breast very few knew me to be anything
but a careless, merry girl, light-hearted in the extreme. Now came a
more definite and earnest prayer, for faith. Oh, to believe in
Jesus, to believe that He had pardoned me! I used to lie awake in the
long summer twilight praying for this precious gift. I read a great
deal of the Bible in a 'straight on' sort of way. Once I determined,
if eternal life were in the Scriptures, find it I would, and
resolved to begin giving an hour a day to very careful and prayerful
reading of the New Testament.
"August 15th, 1850, to my great delight, I was sent to school.
The night before I went, Ellen, dear, gentle, heavenly sister, stood
by me brushing my hair. She spoke of God's love. I could not stand it,
and for the first time for five years I spoke out; ' I can't love God
yet, Nellie,' was all I said, but I felt a great deal more. Mrs. Teed,
the principal of the school, had a sweet and holy power. She prayed
and spoke with us with a fervour I have never seen equalled. There were
many Christian girls. I envied them. Mary was one. I longed to tell
her how unhappy I was. At last I did. The simple, loving words of my
little Heaven-taught schoolfellow brought dewy refreshment to my soul
as she said, in French (we always had to speak French): Jesus said,
'Suffer the little children,' etc. It is every little child who ought
to come to Him, every little child whom He calls, every little child
whom He embraces.
"After this I had many talks with Mary, but with no one else.
To Diana, the goddess among my school friends, and whom I believed to
be like Mary, not a word could I speak; though I longed to hear her
speak to me as Mary did.
"I drank in every word I heard about Jesus and His salvation.
I came to see that it was Christ alone that could satisfy me.
I wept and prayed day and night; but 'there was no voice nor any that
answered.' I shall never forget the evening of Sunday, December 8th.
Diana, whom I loved with a perfectly idolatrous affection, had hardly
seen me all day. For some time I had noticed a slight depression about
her. That evening, as I sat nearly opposite to her at tea, I could not
help seeing (nobody could) a new and remarkable radiance about her countenance.
It seemed literally lighted up from within while her voice, even in
the commonest remarks, sounded like a song of gladness. I looked at
her almost with awe. As soon as tea was over she came round to my side
of the table, sat down by me on the form, threw her arm around me and
said: 'Oh Fanny, dearest Fanny, the blessing has come to me at last.
Jesus has forgiven me, I know. He is my Saviour, and I am so happy!
Only come to Him and He will receive you. Even now He loves you, though
you don't know it.'
"Having broken the ice at Belmont (my school), it was the less
difficult to do so again; and before long I had a confidante in Miss
Cooke, who afterwards became my loved mother. We were visiting at the
same time at Oakhampton, and had several conversations, each of which
left me more earnest and hopeful. At last, one evening in the twilight,
I sat on the drawing-room sofa alone with her.I told her how I longed
to know I was forgiven; how even my precious papa, brothers and sisters,
all I loved were nothing in comparison. She paused, and then said slowly:
'Then, Fanny, I think, I am sure it will not be very long before
your desire is granted, your hope fulfilled.' After a few more words,
she said: 'Why cannot you trust yourself to your Saviour at once? Supposing
now, at this moment, Christ were to come, could you not trust Him? Would
not His call, His promise, be enough for you? Could you not commit your
soul to him, to your Saviour, Jesus?'
"Then came a flash of hope across me, which made me feel literally
breathless. I remember how my heart beat. 'I could, surely,'
was my response; and I left her suddenly and ran away upstairs to think
it out. I flung myself on my knees in my room, and strove to realise
the sudden hope. I was very happy at last; I could commit my soul to
Jesus. I could trust Him with my all for eternity. It was so utterly
new to have any bright thoughts about religion that I could hardly believe
that it could be so.
"Then and there I committed my soul to the Saviour; I do not mean
to say without any trembling or fear, but I did; and earth and heaven
seemed bright from that moment; I did trust the Lord Jesus.
"For the first time my Bible was sweet to me, and the first
passage I distinctly remember reading, in a new and glad light, was
the fourteenth and following chapters of St. John's Gospel."
This was in February, 1851, when Frances Havergal was fourteen. With
this new glad light there came to her a great eagerness for study. She
threw herself into her lessons with intense enjoyment until December
came, when a severe attack of erysipelas in her face and head put a
stop to the work she loved only too well. She was at once taken home,
and was for some time nearly blind.
She bore it with great patience, although it was a great trial to one
of her active temperament. She was so extremely agile in every movement,
a very fairy with her golden curls and light step, that her father used
to call her his "Little Quicksilver." To lie still was a difficult
task for her; but to know that she must neither go to school nor study
at home for a long time was indeed dreadful news.
Her father's eyesight was now causing his family great anxiety. He
had married the Miss Cooke whose words had done Frances so much good;
and after Frances had been away from school for some months, and had
grown well again in North Wales, she accompanied Mr. and Mrs. Havergal
to Germany, where her father placed himself under the care of a great
oculist, and his daughter in the Louisenschule, Düsseldorf. Her
progress was wonderful there. Here is her own account of the position
she took:--
"All the masters were so well pleased with the English girl's
papers and conduct that they honoured me with a Numero I a thing
they had never done before. In religion I stood alone (as far as I know)
among a hundred and ten girls. This was very bracing. There was very
much enmity to any profession, and I came in for more unkindness than
would have been possible in an average English school."
Leaving school, Frances spent a little time in the home of a German
pastor, where she was very happy. "I get up at five, breakfast
at seven; then study for four hours. My books are nearly all German,
and I write abstracts. How I do enjoy myself when I get to the German
poets and Universal History, which I dive into with avidity!
After her death, Pastor Schulze-Berge wrote to her sister: "I
instructed her in German composition, literature, and history; I learned
to appreciate her rich talents and mental powers. She showed from the
first such application, such depth of comprehension, that I can only
speak of her progress as extraordinary. What imprinted the stamp of
nobility upon her whole being was her true piety, and the deep reverence
she had for her Lord and Saviour, whose example penetrated her young
life through and through."
At home, although supposed to be "finished," she carefully
kept up her foreign studies, and by her father's help learned Greek
enough to be able to enjoy studying the New Testament.
Her pen was always going. It seemed a sort of tap connected with her
brain that could be turned on only too easily. Of course, the young
people who would give anything, as they say, to be able to write wonder
and envy this fast-flowing pen. But a flowing pen is a very doubtful
literary gift: don't envy it. Write, if you must write, with the pen
you have. The tap-like pen often runs mere twaddle or gush, unless it
draws its supplies from a well-stocked brain.
Frances Ridley Havergal, at eighteen or nineteen, wrote and wrote
and wrote. She would send her enigmas and charades to various "pocket-books"
(which in those days used to contain such things), get prizes for them,
and give money to the Church Missionary Society. Her brain was full
of "wild, lovely, intangible ideas flitting across her mind, like
the shadows of a flying bird," and she was always trying to fly
after them.
In her twentieth year she paid her first visit to her sister Ellen
(Mrs. Shaw), who was married, and living in Ireland. An Irish schoolgirl
thus describes her: "Mrs. Shaw brought us into the drawing-room.
In a few seconds Mliss Frances, carolling like a bird, flashed into
the room! Flashed, yes, like a burst of sunshine, like a hill-side breeze,
and stood before us, her fair sunny curls falling round her shoulders,
her bright eyes dancing and her fresh sweet voice ringing through the
room. I shall never forget that afternoon, never! I sat perfectly spell-bound
as she sang chant and hymn with marvellous sweetness, and then played
two or three pieces of Handel, which thrilled me through and through.
"As we girls walked home down the shady avenue, one and another
said: 'Oh, isn't she lovely and doesn't she sing like a born angel!'
'I love her I do; and I'd follow her every step of the way back to England
if I could.' 'Oh, she's' a real Colleen Bawn!' Another felt there must
be the music of God's own love in that fair singer's heart; and that
so there was joy in her face, joy in her words, joy in her ways. And
the secret cry went up from that young Irish heart: 'Lord, teach me,
even me, to know and love Thee too.'"
But Frances herself felt very keenly that she was only a little child
in the spiritual life. "Gleams and glimpses," she writes in
1858, "but, oh, to be filled with joy and the Holy Ghost! oh, why
cannot I trust Him fully?" She read and learned the Scriptures
systematically with her friend, Elizabeth Clay (the one to whom she
so constantly wrote). In their country walks Frances and her sister
Maria would repeat whole chapters in alternate verses. She knew by heart
the whole of the New Testament, the Psalms, and, Isaiah when about twenty-two,
and afterwards learned the minor prophets. Her home life was beautiful,
though only one knew the self-restraint and the self-denial of actions,
trivial in themselves, but wrought for love to God.
The first definite notice of a literary success outside her own circle
dated 1863, when she was about twenty-seven. She had been asked for
poetical contributions by the editor of a monthly magazine and received
a cheque for £10 17s. 6d. This was much more than she had expected.
She at once sent it to her father for Church purposes. Her father's
note on receiving it was found among her papers: "My dear little
Fan can hardly think how much her poor papa loves her, thinks about
her, and prays for her. Yes, he does. Thank you, dear child, for remembering,
me; I will keep all your love, but not the cheque. Our God send you
His sweetest and choicest blessings.
Her father died suddenly in 1870, to the intense grief of his family.
This loss, however, as all other losses, only made the Divine promises
more real to Frances. "Thou art the Helper of the fatherless,"
flashed brightly upon his daughter soon afterwards when puzzling over
a tune her father would have decided at once. "I think," she
adds, " that even in music the Lord is my helper now." She
now added hymn tunes to her other work.
She had grown much in simple trustfulness. "Writing is praying
with me. You know a child would look up at every sentence and say, 'And
what shall I say next?' That is just what I do; I ask Him that at every
line He would give me not merely thoughts and power, but also every
word, even the very rhymes."
Three years or so after this we, however, find her declaring that
she had recently received a blessing that had "lifted her whole
life into sunshine, of which all she had previously experienced was
but as pale and passing April gleams compared with the fulness of summer
glory."
This blessing came to her through a tiny book called "All for
Jesus." It set forth a fulness of blessing to which she felt she
had not attained. She was gratefully conscious of having for many years
loved the Lord, and delighted in His service; but "I want,"
she wrote, "to come nearer stil', to have full realisation of John
xiv.21." A few word on the power of Jesus to keep those
who abide in Him made her joyously exclaim" I see it all; I HAVE
the blessing!" "I saw it," she says, "as a flash
of electric light, and what you see you can never unsee.
There must be full surrender before there can be full blessedness. He
Himself showed me all this most clearly."
One of the intensest moments of my life was when I saw the force of
that word 'cleanseth.' The utterly unexpected and altogether unimagined
sense of its fulfilment to me, on simply believing in its fulness, was
just indescribable. I expected nothing like it short of heaven. Thus
accepting, in simple unquestioning faith, God's commands and promises,
one seems to be at once brought into intensified views of everything.
Never before did sin seem so hateful, watchfulness so necessary, and
with a keenness and uninterruptedness, too, beyond what one ever thought
of, only somehow different; not a distressed but a happy sort. Then,
too, the "all for, Jesus" comes in; one sees there
is no half-way, it must be absolutely all yielded up, because
the least unyielded or doubtful point is sin, let alone the great fact
of owing all to Him."
Every visit seemed now to open doors for her loving words, and she
longed for whole households to taste with her the goodness of the Lord.
About this time she wrote her Consecration Hymn, perhaps the most
widely known of all her writings. This is how it came into being. "I
went," she writes, "for a little visit of five days. There
were ten persons in the house, some unconverted and long prayed for,
some converted, but not rejoicing Christians. He gave me the prayer,
'Lord, give me all in this house!' And He just did! Before I
left every one had got a blessing."
"The last night of my visit I was too happy to sleep, and passed
most of the night in praise and renewal of my own consecration, and
these little couplets formed themselves and chimed in my heart one after
another, till they finished with, Ever, ONLY, ALL for Thee! "
From December 1873, the date of reading the little book "All
for Jesus," she literally carried out her now famous couplet,
"Take my voice, and let me sing,
Always, only, for my King."
She had both a great taste for music and a good knowledge of harmony,
a natural and inherited turn for melody, a ringing touch on the piano,
a beautiful and well-trained voice. These gifts she now entirely devoted
to Christ; whether at home or in mixed society she always "sang
for Jesus."
"I was," said she, "at a large regular London party
lately, and I was so happy. He seemed to give me the secret of His presence,
and, of course, I sang for Jesus, and did I not have a dead silence?
Afterwards I had two really important conversations with strangers."
In the early part of 1874 she was expecting to have made a firm literary
footing in America, when instead of the £35 due to her, she received
the news that her publisher had failed. He held her written promise
to publish only with him as the condition of his launching her books,
so this seemed quite too close America to her. "Positively,"
she wrote, "I did not feel it at all, although I had built a good
deal on my American prospects; now,"Thy will be done" is not
a sigh but only a song!"
That same year (1874), after a happy autumn holiday, she was returning
from Switzerland in perfect health, when somehow or another she caught
fever. When she reached her home, at Leamington, she was very unwell,
and was soon utterly prostrate with typhoid fever. For a while she hovered
between life and death. Prayer was continually made for her recovery
by a very large number of friends. "Only," she said, when
getting better, "I did not want them to pray that I might
get well at all. I never thought of death as going through the dark
valley, or down to the river; it often seemed to me a going up to the
golden gates."
Some months later, when threatened with a relapse, she said to her
sister Maria, "I felt sure illness was coming on; and, as I lay
down, the sweet consciousness that I was just lying down in His dear
hand was so stilling."
Her recovery was extremely slow, but her room was the brightest in
the house. At last she was carried down stairs, but for some time used
crutches. "So delicate with her needle," as many other writing
women have been, working for the Zenana Missions was a great pleasure
to her during her long convalescence. It was a year before she was able
to use her pen except for letters.
When sufficiently well she spent a long while in preparing "Songs
of Grace and Glory." "I remember the day it was completed,"
writes her sister; "she came down from her study with a large roll
for post, and with holiday glee exclaimed, 'There, it is all done! Now
I am free to write a book!'"
A week after it was burned, stereotype plates and all. The work had
to be gone over again. Every chord of her own had to be reproduced;
every chord of others re-examined and revised. Frances, however, was
able to write of this disaster: "I have thanked Him for it more
than I have prayed about it. "He is giving me the opportunity over
again of doing it more patiently."
The interesting details of the foreign trips she so much enjoyed must
all be left out for want of space. When in Switzerland she wrote home
a number of descriptive letters and poems, which have been published
under the title of "Swiss Letters and Alpine Poems." She was
an enthusiastic mountain climber, and once was within a hair's breadth
of what must have proved a fatal accident. In a sweet, brave way, she
took all the details of her life, whether pleasant or painful, as from
the hand of Christ Himself.
When in Switzerland on one of the holiday trips she so much enjoyed,
with the full range of the Jungfrau and Silberhorn in view, she caught
a chill by getting wet through in a thunderstorm, and was seriously
ill for a month, suffering many weary hours of pain.
"One afternoon," writes Maria Havergal, "after trying
a new remedy, I begged her to shut her eyes and try to sleep. When I
returned she gave me the lines, 'I take this pain, Lord Jesus.' 'You
see,' she said, 'I know something of the sweetness of taking pain direct
from His hand. I had just been saying all this to the Lord, and then
it came to me in this hymn; it wants no correction; I always think God
gives me verse when it comes so, and it is worth any suffering if what
I write will comfort some one at some time! While I was in such pain,
the very lines I've been waiting for came to me. Very often strangers
write and tell me that my lines comfort or help them, even when I know
there is not a spark of poetry in them. Now I cannot tell what
will comfort others, so I ask God to let me write what will do so."
This is only one among many incidents that reveal how truly the longings
expressed in her "Worker's Prayer" (perhaps the most beautiful
of all her hymns) were the truest and deepest utterances of her own
soul.
"Lord, speak to me, that I may speak
In living echoes of Thy tone;
As Thou hast sought so let me seek
Thy erring children, lost and lone."
This sweet and earnest prayer has been so abundantly answered, Miss
Havergal's written words have been made so true a blessing to such thousands
of souls, that anything like criticism would seem almost sacrilegious;
all we can devoutly and thankfully say is, she was one whose work the
King, her King, manifestly delighted to honour. The King Himself
crowned her.
But as well as the hymns, verses, little books, and other sacred work
which she was continually producing she has left behind several books
of poems and letters on subjects we may venture to speak of. This large
mass of writing would take a great deal more space than we have here
to sift and analyse. Like most writers with a swift pen, she wrote far
too much not indeed for her thousands of devoted readers, who eagerly
seek out every scrap she wrote, but for her own permanent literary reputation.
These poems and letters, always sweet, pure, and with a singularly bright
flash in them, are exceedingly uneven in merit. They easily fall into
the three classes of good, bad, and indifferent. But nearly all of them
appeal vividly and at once to the average British ear, intellligence,
and fancy; for although she was not a great poetess, she was essentially
a singer, and her singing was true and helpful. To her had been committed
the Ministry of Song, a ministry not for the literary few, but for the
weary many.
In May, 1878, Mrs. Havergal passed away, after long and intense suffering;
to witness,which wrote Frances, has " been by terrible things answering
my eager prayer for more teaching and closer drawing at any cost."
The home at Leamington was broken up. Frances and Maria set up housekeeping
together near the Mumbles, on the Welsh coast. Maria went there first.
When Frances joined her, her first words were: "I wanted so to
get to you, Maria dear! She was so very tired, that even the sea air,
and perfect rest failed to refresh her for some time. Afterwards she
enjoyed scrambles on the cliffs, or getting up to the top of the Mumbles
lighthouse, and making the keeper tell her all he knew. Her tastes were
very simple. She delighted in wild flowers, and in animals, from the
great St. Bernard dogs to her pet kittens.
The sisters arranged a cosy study in their Welsh home; "My work-shop,"
Frances called it. By the door was her motto, "For Jesus' sake
only," and her temperance pledge card. The portrait of her father
and other relatives hung near. Then there was her choice little library
of books on all sorts of subjects, her desk and writing-table, her favourite
chair -- a relic of the childish days she spent at Astley Rectory --
and the American type-writer she found such a relief to her tired eyes.
She was wonderfully neat and methodical in all her arrangements. Her
many letters were all carefully docketed; paper and string in their
own corners; no litter ever allowed. "'In order' (I Cor.
xiv.40) is something more than being tidy! Something analogous
to 'keeping rank.'"
She contrived a stand for her harp-piano, and there she composed her
hymn tunes. Often she turned to the little instrument as a relief from
severer work.
Early rising and early studying were her rule and she was careful
to avoid late hours. At seven in the morning during summer, and at eight
in winter she was at her table studying her Bible.
How diligently she studied that Bible the page given in her "Life"
will show. Its margin is full of references in the clearest, most minute
hand, with carefully ruled lines connecting the thought or idea of one
verse to the same thought, or perhaps its contrast, in another.
She was very particular about the cross-readings in her Bible. Sometimes,
on bitterly cold mornings, Maria would beg her to read with her feet
by the fire. "But then," Frances would reply, "I can't
rule my lines neatly; just see what a find I've got! If one only searches,
there are such extraordinary things In the Bible!"
She never spared herself. People wrote to her on every conceivable
subject, and she was only too ready to answer and help. "What shall
I do?" she writes "your letter would take two hours to answer,
and I have not two minutes; fifteen to twenty letters to write every
morning, proofs to correct, editors waiting for articles, poems and
music I cannot touch, American publishers clamouring for poems or any
manuscripts, four Bible readings or classes weekly, many anxious ones
waiting for help, a Mission week coming, and other work after that.
And my doctor says my physique is too weak to balance the nerves and
brain, and that I ought not to touch a pen." But it was a sad wearing
away of her strength. She longed for a lull in her life; but the lull
never came. "Dear wearied sister!" Maria adds, "Once
she said: "I do hope the angels will have orders to let me alone
a bit, when I first get to heaven!"' Yes, with all her many gifts
she had never learned how to conjugate the verb "to laze!"
An innumerable host of little things to be done for others continually
oppressed her; yet she always wrote pleasantly and cheerily, refreshing
others, although she was only too literally wearied to death herself.
A plan of work for 1879 was found in her desk, but before Midsummer
came she had been called to her home to the land where work and rest
are one.
Many of us remember the little sky-blue book with the golden stars
and celestial crown which gave an account of the last week of Frances
Ridley Havergal's earthly life, and the cry of mingled grief and triumph
that went up from tens of thousands of Christian hearts when it was
known that the sweet singer who had been so helpful to them would sing
to them no more, on earth, for ever.
On May the 21st, 1879, Frances Havergal returned home wet and chilly.
The next day, being Ascension Day, she was so very tired after church,
that she rode home on a donkey. Quite a procession of boys followed
her, listening eagerly to all she said.
Fred Rosser, her donkey-boy, remembers that she told him: "I
had better leave the devil's side; that Jesus Christ's was the winning
side, and wouldn't I choose Him for my captain." That was the last
time she was out. Four days afterward she corrected the proof of "Morning
Stars," and then lay down her pen for ever.
She was not suffering much then, lying quietly in bed, her pet kittens
Trot and Dot near her. Then fever and all the agony of peritonitis came
on rapidly; but her peace and joy shone through the severest sufferings.
When they were distressed for her, she whispered, "It's home the
faster!"
"God's will is delicious; He makes no mistakes."
Nothing alleviated the agonising pain; but again and again she was
heard through the last hours murmuring "So beautiful to go!"
The vicar of Swansea came in for a few minutes. He said, "You have
talked and written a great deal about the King. Is Jesus with you now?"
"Of course!" she answered. "Oh, I want all of you to
speak bright, BRIGHT words about Jesus! Oh do, do! It is all
perfect peace, I am only waiting for Jesus to take me in." Later,
whispering the names of many dear ones, she added, "I love them
all! I want all to come to me in heaven; tell them to trust Jesus."
Then clearly, though faintly, she sang the whole of the verse beginning:
"Jesus, I will trust Thee," to her own tune Hermas,"
Then came a terrible convulsive sickness. It ceased. The nurse gently
assisting her, she nestled down in the pillow, folded her hands, saying,
"There, now it is all over ! Blessed rest!"
She looked up steadfastly as if she saw the Lord. For ten minutes they
watchcd that almost visible meeting with her King, and her countenance
was so glad, as if she were already talking to Him.
Then she tried to sing; but after one sweet high note, "He--,"
her voice failed, and as her brother commended her soul into her Redeemer's
hands, she passed away to meet the King in His beauty.
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Florence Nightingale, Frances Ridley Havergal,
Catherine Marsh, Mrs. Ranyard... by Lizzie Alldridge.
London: Cassell & Co., 1885.
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