John
Bunyan, the Bedford tinker, author of the immortal allegory, "Pilgrim's
Progress," was awakened through a conversation which he heard
among three women. Here are his words:
"This morning as I went through Bedford, intent upon my calling,
it was my lot that I should pass through one of the streets that
are nigh the High Street. There sat three poor women in the sun,
and as they talked in the doorway I heard some of their speech. I
drew nigh to listen; but alas! 'twas such talk as I never dreamed
of ever before! They spoke of a new birth, of how God had worked
in their hearts to show them their lost state, of how they were once
under the curse of God for their guilt and iniquity; and then they
spoke comfortably of the loving-kindness of God in giving His dear
Son to die for them, and how they had been led to trust Christ, and
found in Him peace and rest for their souls. Methought that is what
I much want, yet how to obtain it I knew not.
Then they talked of how God had visited them and refreshed them; and
said one (Mary Fenne, by name), 'I mind how now once when I was sore
grieved and vexed, for that the Sheriff's man seized my kettle and
lace-pillow for a church rate, I walked in darkness by the river
bank, and, as I watched the dark waters that swept under the bridge
nigh the black prison, I remembered the river that Ezekiel saw, and
methought its healing waters came even to my marshy and barren heart.
It rose upon me, the sweet mercy and comfort of Jesus, until I felt
that it mattered little what men took from me, so that they left
me Christ and His Divine grace and mercy. Oh, but I was strong in
Him, and I felt His sweet comfort down in my poor heart, and I felt
as if I must shout to the clouds and trees of the gladness that burned
like fire in my bones. Talk of mirth! there was never such light-heartedness
round the Maypole as filled me then.'
"'Aye,' said a wrinkled and worn ancient woman they termed Norton,
''tis even so. I have known depths of sorrow, but they have been
times of deep delight to my soul. When my husband died of the wounds
he received in battle, my soul was stayed upon God, and I felt my
faith grasp His sweet, strong promise; and look ye, gossips, though
I have but a penny per week to call my own, I would not give it up
with the love of God to be the great Earl of Bedford himself!
"It seemed to me as if they were in another world far above me;
but when they talked about their temptations, methought I knew what
they meant, at least in some degree. Yet they declared that they
had oftentimes gotten the victory and all through the Word of God.
Methought this is indeed news to me.
"I was struck all a-dumb at their wisdom, yet it was sweet to
me, like the droppings of the honeycomb. And when I opened my mind
to them they made no mock of my distress, nor did they make light
of it, but bade me come the next day to talk to their teacher, one
Dr. Gifford, and by God's grace I went to him."
Bunyan procured a Bible, but read only the historical books, avoiding
with a strange perversity the Epistles of Paul. He set the Commandments
before him as his way to Heaven, and for a year lived a reformed
life externally. He was looked upon as a prodigy of piety. His neighbours,
who had been shocked by his daring wickedness, were much pleased
with the change, and Bunyan, ever eager for the sympathy of others,
rejoiced greatly in their esteem and commendations; yet was inwardly
conscious that they were not fully deserved; "for" he writes, "had
I then died, my state had been most fearful."
"Wife," said Bunyan one day in course of conversation at
home, "is there such a Scripture as 'I must go to Jesus?'" She
replied, "I cannot tell;" therefore he stood musing to
see if he could remember it. In the course of a few minutes he recalled
what is written in the twelfth chapter of Hebrews: "Ye are come
unto Mount Sion ... to God the Judge of all, and to the spirits of
just men made perfect, and to Jesus the mediator of the new covenant,
and to the blood of sprinkling." Then with joy he told his wife, "Oh,
now I know, I know!"
He writes, "That night was a good night to me; I have had but
few better; I longed for the company of some of God's people, that
I might have imparted unto them what God had showed to me. I could
scarcely lie in my bed for joy, and peace, and triumph through Christ.
All my former darkness had fled away, and the blessed things of Heaven
were set in my view. These words have oft since that time been great
refreshment to my spirit. Blessed be God for having had mercy on
me!"
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of 100 Well-Known Men in All Ranks of Life
compiled by Hy. Pickering. London: Pickering & Inglis, [193-?]
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